Thursday, August 28, 2014

US journalist James Foley beheaded by IS



If you think this is terrible, you have a deluded unrealistic rosy picture of life and you don’t understand the truth about existence here.
People are aghast, outraged by the act but the Buddha said if you wish to keep your head, you must balance a pot FULL of oil on your head through a milling crowd excited by the dancing queen’s singing, if you spill just one drop even if pushed by someone, straightaway a man following behind will cut your head off.
THE VAST MAJORITY, EVEN THOSE WHO THINK THEY ARE A SURE CASE FOR HEAVEN ARE IN DANGER OF LOSING THEIR HEADS, THEY ARE SPILLING OIL WITH GAY ABANDON FROM THE POT ON THEIR HEADS AND THE BUDDHA SAID LIFE IS SO CRUEL OR INTOLERANT OF WRONG OR HEEDLESSNESS THAT IF YOU SPILT JUST ONE DROP HEAVEN IS OUT OF THE QUESTION AND SO IT IS ETERNAL DEATH OR YOU LOSE YOUR LIFE.
THOSE WHO BEHEADED HIM ARE WICKED AND THERE WILL BE PAINFUL KARMA FOR THEM BUT IT DOES NOT DETER THE MAJORITY OF GOATS, AS THE BUDDHA SAID, YOU HAVE ALREADY SHED YOUR OWN BLOOD GREATER THAN THE FOUR GREAT OCEANS, WHAT IS THE BIG DEAL ABOUT GOING TO HELL AGAIN FOR BEHEADING ANOTHER? MANY WILL NOT BE DENIED AND THEY WILL END IN HELL AGAIN AND AGAIN EVEN ENDLESSLY.
The Buddha: You have been beheaded countless times
Terrible having your head chopped off?
The Buddha tells you that you have been beheaded countless times, shedding YOUR OWN blood greater than the four great oceans from having your head chopped as humans and animals, you have shed tears greater than the four great oceans.
Have you had enough of shedding your blood and tears?
Still the vast majority are undaunted, undeterred, foolish like insects falling into the great fire, again and again, never learning a thing about the senselessness and dangers of existence.
THE BUDDHA SAID THERE HAVE BEEN ETERNITIES OR WORLD CYCLES OR AGES WHICH COMES IN FORWARDS AND BACKWARDS CYCLES MORE THAN THE SANDS OF THE GANGES, A BEING WHO HAS NOT BEEN A FATHER, MOTHER, BROTHER OR SISTER, WIFE OR SON IS HARD TO FIND, YOU HAVE SHED YOUR OWN BLOOD AND TEARS GREATER THAN THE OCEANS, ENOUGH TO MAKE AN END OF IT ALL.
Angela Merkel scolds Italy and France over the faltering eurozone recovery
German chancellor claims stifled growth is due to countries running high deficits and breaking fiscal rules set by Brussels
If these countries did not break fiscal rules their economies would have been less buoyant and Germany’s economy dependent on exports would have been less buoyant. If German banks seeking better returns had not lent recklessly to French and Italian borrowers they too would not have the illusion of profitability and not in trouble of losing the money they lent recklessly.
It is a trend that most likely originated in the US.
Just because Singapore is not self sufficient in food production and is dependent on imports does not mean it is a case about ‘food security’ which does not exist, it is a fabrication that is not without danger but with danger such that it becomes a subject of study (even university degree or diploma).
FOOD SECURITY IS THE ARTIFICIAL CREATION OF DELUDED COMPLICATING MINDS, EVEN IF SINGAPORE IS DEPENDENT ON IMPORTS OF FOOD, THERE IS NO NEED TO TALK ABOUT FOOD SECURITY, WHICH DOES NOT IN TRUTH EXISTS BUT IS THE PRODUCT OF GREEDY MINDS ANXIOUS TO SECURE SUPPLIES FOR THEIR STOMACHS THAN SOUL. IT IS NOT AN ACCIDENT THEY DON’T DWELL ON SOUL SECURITY. AFTER INVENTING FOOD SECURITY, THEY KEEP EXPANDING ITS SCOPE AND COMPLEXITY UNTIL IT BECOMES EVEN AN UNIVERSITY DIPLOMA COURSE.
It is called labelling or giving everything a high sounding name:
Coining food security regarding Singapore’s dependency on foreign food imports is called ‘labelling or giving everything a high sounding impressive name’ that may give the false impression you understand and know many things but it does not and it is a form of programming.
LABELLING OR GIVE EVERYTHING A HIGH SOUNDING OR NICE NAME HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH REASON, IT IS A PROGRAMMED ACTION AND ONCE PROGRAMMED THE PERSON HAS AN URGE TO INVENT A NICE NAME FOR EVERYTHING THEY DEAL WITH. GIVING THINGS A LABEL HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH UNDERSTANDING BUT IT IS ABOUT NO UNDERSTANDING AND PROGRAMMING.
IF YOU UNDERSTAND THE FOOD NEEDS OF SINGAPORE YOU ADDRESS IT DIRECTLY RATHER THAN INVENT ‘FOOD SECURITY’ AND ADDRESS IT VIA THE DICTATES OR RULES OF FOOD SECURITY.
Food security is about style and generalization not substance and specificity:
To label Singapore’s food needs as ‘food security’ is about style not substance, generalizing it rather than homing in specifically.
IF YOU TRULY UNDERSTAND SINGAPORE’S FOOD NEEDS THEN YOU DIRECTLY ADDRESS THEM, WHERE IS THE NEED TO REFER TO AND TALK IN TERMS OF FOOD SECURITY WHICH IS A COMPLICATION AND WHATEVER IS A COMPLICATION IS FALSE, EVIL, UNNECESSARY AND SUFFERING NOT HAPPINESS.
Food security is a concept, does not exists:
You exist, I exist but food security does not exist except in your delusion or muddled thinking and it is a complication, unnecessary, just because Singapore is not self sufficient in food and need to import does not mean you must talk about and invent food security.
A CONCEPT EXISTS IN THE MIND NOT IN REALITY, IT IS A VIRTUAL CREATION THAT DELUDED FELLOWS THEN SUBSCRIBE TOO NOT REALIZE THEY ARE HEADING FOR TORMENT.
Truth is never a concept:
Truth is never a concept and whatever is a concept is not the truth except in your advanced false perception that will end in uncontrollable confusion and insanity. And so if food security is a concept, it is never the truth and so false and you are delving in falsity speaking about food security.
A secret world in Iran’s desert:
It is unlikely if not impossible the world is secret but it is unknown or unseen by the outside world and there is a difference between secret and unknown that is important if one is to speak the truth and be accurate in one’s speech.
IT IS BECAUSE ORDINARY PEOPLE’S SPEECH ARE REHASHED, DESIGNED FOR A VARIETY OF SITUATIONS AND THEIR AIM IS NOT TO SPEAK ACCURATELY BUT TO STIR AND IMPRESS THAT THERE ARE SERIOUS ERRORS IN THE WORDS USED.
IF THE WORLD IS NOT SECRET BUT IT IS THUS FAR UNSEEN AND UNKNOWN TO THE LARGER WORLD YOU ARE GUILTY OF SPEAKING INACCURATELY THAT HAS DANGER TO YOURSELF AND OTHERS.
It is a miracle I am still alive:
This was said by one American Ebola victim who survived.
It is not necessary to say this and it is objective and so if you speak you are indulging in controlled insanity to please and impress others that is addictive, conditions you to say what is unnecessary and that is mad.
It is impossible he knows it is a miracle and those who hear cannot be sure it is a miracle and this must stir resistance that leads to stress in self and others and conditions self and others to resistance and stress and so it has karma not merit.
IF YOU DO NOT WANT DEBT AND SUFFERING ENSURE YOU SPEAK RESTRICTING TO WHAT YOU KNOW IS TRUE, IF YOU SAY IT IS A MIRACLE WITHOUT KNOWING IT IS SO, RESISTANCE IS STIRRED IN SELF AND OTHERS THAT LEAD TO STRESS AND CONDITIONS TO RESISTANCE AND YOU ARE INCURRING DEBT TO BE REPAID AS SUFFERING.
THERE IS NO NEED TO TOUT IT AS A MIRACLE AND SO YOU ARE PRACTICING SPEAKING WHAT IS UNNECESSARY. YOU CAN SAY YOU ARE GLAD OR GRATEFUL TO BE ALIVE AND THIS DOES NOT STRAY INTO FALSITY.
What would be a miracle?
If you died and then returned from the dead, that would be a miracle.
If you had been very sick and suddenly you recovered without any residue of debilitation or damage then that would be a miracle.
PEOPLE QUOTE MIRACLE LIBERALLY AND THAT DEBASES OR DEFILES THE WORD WITH DEBT NOT MERIT.
Press conferences are modern useless rituals:
There are all kinds of press conferences and ceremonies to mark return of prisoners, service men, the dead, etc and these are mostly if not entirely useless wasteful rituals that have serious consequences for those partaking and because they take part in such rituals they feel pressure to hype, to falsify, make more than there actually is.
PARTAKING IN RITUALS IS A FETTER TO FUTURE WOE, THE BUDDHA SAID AND WHETHER SOMETHING IS AN ORGANIZED INSTITUIONALIZED RITUAL, SERVES LITTLE OR NO PURPOSE CANNOT BE DENIED.
RITUALS WASTE A LOT OF MONEY AND TIME AND ARE STRESSFUL AND IT CONTROLLED INSANITY PARTAKEN BY DELUDED MEN.
Doing the unnecessary ends in insanity and suffering:
Contrary to the perception of ordinary people, everything that a person can do can be examined and determined as either necessary or unnecessary, if it is unnecessary it must be accompanied by raised self resistance that leads to stress, conditions the person to self-resist and it is programming trains the person to keep doing what is unnecessary that ends in insanity, agony.
CONFIGURING YOUR VOCAL APPARATUS TO FORM A SYLLABLE AND WORD IS NECESSARY TO SAY THE WORD BUT PROLONGING, CHANGING SPEED AND LOUDNESS IS UNNECESSARY, NOT NEEDED AND THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN CONSISTENTLY FORM, PROLONG, CHANGE SPEED AND LOUDNESS DURING A SYLLABLE (EG ‘AAAAHHH’ INSTEAD OF ‘AH’) IS BY MEMORIZING AND REHASHING FROM MEMORY THAT UNNECESSARILY TROUBLES YOUR MEMORY SYSTEM AND SUPPRESSES UNDERSTANDING OR AWARENESS.
NOT JUST THE CONSTANTLY PRESENT STYLE, BUT MANY THINGS PEOPLE SAY OR DO ARE FALSE, DELUSIONAL OR MEANINGLESS (PLAYING GAMES, EXERCISING TO KEEP FIT, DANCING, PRETENDING, ACTING) AND ALL THESE MUST TRIGGER SELF RESISTANCE THAT LEAD TO STRESS AND THEY CONDITION THE FOOL TO KEEP DOING WHAT IS UNNECESSARY, MEANINGLESS, JUST FOR SHOW THAT ENDS IN LOSS OF CONTROL AND INSANITY.
A LOT OF THINGS ORDINARY PEOPLE SAY AND DO, NOT JUST THEIR STRETCHING OF SYLLABLES, CHANGING (ACCELERATING) OF SPEED AND LOUDNESS, ARE UNNECESSARY, MEANINGLESS, FOR SHOW TO PLEASE, IMPRESS, DOMINATE AND INTIMIDATE OTHERS AND THEY WILL END IN INSANITY AND SUFFERING FOR THAT FOOL.
What is unnecessary is addictive:
Doing and saying what is unnecessary is addictive, very soon the fool develops an even irresistible urge to do whatever is unnecessary even though it is maddening and they must hide their madness from others.
WHATEVER IS NECESSARY REQUIRES REASON TO ACTIVATE AND SO CANNOT ACTIVATE ANYTIME AND THENCE ALL THE TIME. WHAT IS UNNECESSARY DOES NOT REQUIRE REASON OR CONTEXT TO ACTIVATE AND IT CAN ACTIVATE ANYTIME SO LONG AS YOU (FOOLISHLY) DESIRE SO AND IF YOU KEEP ACTIVATING WHAT IS UNNECESSARY IN TIME THE URGE TO ACTIVATE IS VERY STRONG, IT WANTS TO ACTIVATE ALL THE TIME AND THAT IS DANGEROUS AND MADDENING.
Joking, smiling and laughing are meaningless and hence leads to insanity:
Those who understand see joking, smiling and laughing as unnecessary, meaningless, for show, to stir mental force in self and others that is harmful and so all jokers, smilers and laughers are heading for an appointment with insanity and that is not the way to heaven.
Malky Mackay: 'I'm no racist, sexist, homophobe or anti-Semite'
He is a liar on top of being a racist, sexist, homophobe and anti semite.
His epithets addressed at those he dealt with were not directed specifically at their faults but non-specifically at their race, sex and sexual orientation and that means he is a bigot, prejudiced.
IF YOU ARE NOT A ROBOT AND YOU UNDERSTAND, YOU POINT YOUR CRITICISMS AT A PARTICULAR PERSON’S FAULTS, NOT AT HIS RACE, SEX OR SEXUAL ORIENTATION AND AFTER SAYING ALL THOSE THINGS IT IS IMPOSSIBLE AND YOU ARE LYING TO EXONERATE YOURSELF TO DENY SUCH TENDENCIES THAT COMPOUNDS YOUR SIN AND INCURS FURTHER PUNISHMENT.
ANYONE WHO THINKS WHAT HE SAYS MIGHT BE TRUE IS GULLIBLE, DOES NOT UNDERSTAND TRULY.
Paul Gascoigne: QPR boss Harry Redknapp offers coaching job
Working in general and working as a football coach in particular is deemed as therapeutic by deluded people but they are never the answer because whilst they may occupy the person, work does not address the inner turmoil and serious destruction of his mind by past drinking and football.
Gascoigne is in such an advanced state of degeneration that he could die any moment from his continued abuse and he is beyond redemption, he will continue his self-destruction and it reflects lack of true understanding or poor judgment that anyone thinks he might benefit from some ‘job therapy’.
ALCOHOLISM AND FOOTBALL ARE AT THE HEART OF GASCOIGNE’S SELF DESTRUCTION AND MANY FOOTBALLERS FACE FINAL AGONY FOR THEIR SINFUL LIFESTYLES. WORK IS NEVER THE ANSWER AND GASCOIGNE IS TOO FAR GONE TO BE HELPED AND IT REFLECTS POOR JUDGMENT TO THINK IT MIGHT BE THE ANSWER. AND SO THE JOB OFFER IS A NICE GESTURE NOT A TRUE OR MEANINGFUL ACTION AND BECAUSE YOU THINK IT MIGHT BE THE ANSWER YOU ARE DELUDED AND YOU TOO ARE HEADING FOR INSANITY.
Closure?
Closure is likely to be an (senseless, unnecessary, evil) American invention that the aping world has copied. By closure is meant something like settlement or peace or answers or rest.
Just because you receive the remains or you find out what happened does not mean you find closure (whatever that might mean). As long as the person remains aggrieved, what kind of closure is that?
THERE IS NO NEED TO TALK ABOUT CLOSURE, SOMETHING YOU CANNOT BE SURE AND MAY NOT EXIST AND SO YOU ARE COURTING INSANITY AND KARMA SPEAKING OF SOMETHING VAGUE OR NONEXISTENT.
IF YOU TALK ABOUT CLOSURE, ONLY WHEN A PERSON BECOMES AWAKENED, THE DESIRES, GRIEF OR LOSSES OF THE PAST HAS EVAPORATED AND HE SEES THIS WORLD AS AN (MEANINGLESS, PAINFUL) ILLUSION AND HE IS NO LONGER ATTRACTED TO IT OR SHAKEN BY IT, THEN IS THERE TRULY RELEASE AND CLOSURE, ALL ELSE IS DELUSION, MAKE BELIEVE CLOSURE.
It is mischievous and deceptive talking about closure:
When people talk about closure, they think they are talking about something great, special when they are talking nonsense and heading for insanity.
Closure is spoken in relation to entities eg the closure of the NST or a particular school and it simply refers to the state of closing and being closed of an entity. Reflecting the wretchedness of ordinary people they hijack the word from its context and start to talk of it as something independent or meaning something else.
SPEAKING CORRECTLY, CLOSURE MEANS THE ACT OF CLOSING SOME ENTITY AND SO IT IS FALSE AND MISCHIEVOUS TO SPEAK OF CLOSURE WITHOUT SPECIFYING WHAT IS BEING CLOSED.
They think it is stylish talking about closure instead of settlement:
Ordinary people perceive it is stylish and they are savvy talking about closure instead of settlement and they do not realize stylishness is a matter of their stirred mental forces to be attracted to saying closure to impress others as if they are on to something new, different, better when it is crap, much ado about nothing.
Cloud computing and storage are simply internet computing & storage:
Ordinary deluded people have the propensity (that is about programming urges) to invent new words to say the same old things and they think they have progressed when they are going around in circles, even worse.
IT IS FALSE TO SPEAK OF CLOUD COMPUTING OR CLOUD STORAGE, THERE IS NO CLOUD INVOLVED, IT IS THE SAME OLD INTERNET COMPUTING WHEREIN MOST OF THE COMPUTING IS DONE BY OTHERS’ (EG GOOGLE’S) POWERFUL COMPUTERS IN SERVERS ON THE INTERNET (NOT CLOUD), INTERNET STORAGE IS NOT CLOUD STORAGE BUT STORAGE IN HARD DISKS OWNED BY MAJOR COMPANIES CONNECTED TO THE INTERNET.
THERE ARE NO CLOUDS AND NO SUCH THING AS CLOUD COMPUTING OR CLOUD STORAGE, IT IS ABOUT INTERNET COMPUTING AND STORAGE.
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The man whose singular qualification was as a uniter turns out to be unequipped to operate in a polarised environment.
When you talk about hot commodity and wet blanket you are not talking about substance but style or fancy, hot commodity means liked or excited and wet blanket means disappointment, don’t like.
IF OBAMA WAS DOING THE RIGHT THINGS WHEN HE WAS PERCEIVED AS A HOT COMMODITY, IT IS IMPOSSIBLE THAT HE CAN TURN OUT TO BE A WET BLANKET LATER. IT IS ONLY BECAUSE THOSE WHO WORSHIPPED HIM ARE BLINDED BY HIS SWEET TALK AND STYLE WHILST IGNORING HIS LACK OF SUBSTANCE THAT SUBSEQUENTLY HE CAN TURN OUT A WET BLANKET.
THUS YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND, YOU ARE FOOLED BY APPEARANCES, BY SWEET TALK, YOUR UNDERSTANDING IS STIRRED MENTAL FORCE, HOT COMMODITY MEANS LIKED, WET BLANKET MEANS DON’T LIKE.
WHAT IS THE POINT OF TALKING ABOUT HOT COMMODITIES AND WET BLANKETS EXCEPT THAT YOU ARE BARKING UP THE WRONG TREE OR DELUDED?
IT IS NOT ABOUT HOT COMMODITY AND WET BLANKETS THAT YOU SHOULD TALK ABOUT BUT WHAT GOOD OR BAD, RIGHT OR WRONG HE HAS DONE.
India blocks the release of a film on the assassination of former Indian prime minister Indira Gandhi, after complaints it glorifies her killers.
It is correct or right to ban the film. In fact all acting should be banned and would be actors and actresses sent to purgatory (and they are all heading for insanity and hell).
All films using actors to depict events are evil and unnecessary and they are motivated to make money for those behind the films. There is no necessity for the public to know past events but such depiction may stoke the delusions of certain people to act destructively.
EVEN IF THERE ARE ATROCITIES WITH PEOPLE ESCAPING ACCOUNTABILITY, THEY CANNOT ESCAPE KARMA AND THERE IS NO NEED TO MAKE FILMS ABOUT PAST EVENTS WHICH MAY BE INACCURATE AND ARE CALCULATED TO MAKE MONEY AND IT MAY INCITE THE DELUSIONS OF SOME VIOLENT PEOPLE.
Almost nobody flying MAS:
Pictures on the internet show MAS flights from Australia virtually empty with only three passengers on the whole of the plane. Apparently agents’ commissions have been doubled to 11% for tickets on MAS.
It shows MAS may be in serious trouble and may have to collapse.
It seems all the MAS captains are Malays, just like the Armed Forces and government.
ALL THESE BAD NEWS IS HUSHED UP BY OUR HONEST TO EARTH GOVERNMENT AND PRESS.
Only a deluded man will undertake the ice bucket challenge and it is the path to ruin not heaven and safety.
IT IS IMPOSSIBLE THAT I WILL EVER CONTEMPLATE THE ICE BUCKET CHALLENGE AND IT IS INSANITY THAT ANYBODY WOULD THINK ABOUT IT LET ALONE UNDERTAKE IT AND IT SAYS MUCH OF THE COMPROMISED, DELUDED AND FOOLISH NATURE OF THOSE WHO PARTAKE.
Zen without virtue:
Zen is an offshoot of Buddhism and all offshoots are false, perversions that did not begin in Japan but in India and it reflects affinity (a function of stirred mental force never reason) that the Japanese have taken particularly well to it, are fascinated by it.
Zen is characterized by usually ascetic lifestyle, terse even non communication between members, solitude and meditation and the (one minded) quest for enlightenment that will occur in a flash to the successful candidate and this flash can occur anywhere, whilst walking or when a stick snaps etc. It also involves trying to solve riddles like the sound of a one hand clap and what the master meant by ‘mooo’ like a cow when asked what Zen is.
For those who are discerning, he realizes that Zen is devoid of instruction in right and wrong, true and false, good and bad and that is against the teachings of the true Buddha.
The Buddha said there cannot be great concentration without great virtue (not telling lies or gossip or conscious or unconscious indulgence in falsity aka delusions, not harming in speech or action, not killing, the destruction of all rituals and rules, doubt and uncertainty, self identity views), there cannot be great wisdom without great concentration.
Without great concentration and wisdom (to escape karma) you cannot become debtless and escape the rounds of terrible (not wonderful) existence, even in heaven the wise finds no satisfaction or safety. But without great virtue, great concentration and wisdom is impossible.
ZEN NEGLECTS VIRTUE AND VIRTUE IS THE INDISPENSABLE FOUNDATION TO GREAT CONCENTRATION AND WISDOM THAT ARE THE COVETED AIMS OF ZEN AND SO ADHERENTS ARE BARKING UP THE WRONG TREE AND THEIR ENDPOINT IS INSANITY, FALSE EVEN MAD PERCEPTION THEY ARE ENLIGHTENED WHEN THEY ARE DELUDED.
THERE ARE SECTS SIMILAR TO ZEN IN OTHER RELIGIONS LIKE CHRISTIANITY AND THESE ARE PERVERSIONS THAT REFLECT THE WRETCHED NATURE OF HUMAN GOATS, JUST AS RELIGION ATTRACTS PEDOPHILES, SEXUAL DEVIANTS AND POWER SEEKERS, IT ATTRACTS ECCENTRICS AND MAD CAPS IN THE GUISE OF WISE OR KNOWLEDGEABLE MEN.
BEFORE A PERSON CAN BE ENLIGHTENED HE MUST BE WELL VERSED IN ACCESSING THE HIGHER STATES OF THE MIND AND THAT MEANS HE MUST STEP WISE ACHIEVE THE FIRST HIGHER STATE (SERENITY WITH THOUGHT OR THE ABSENCE OF STYLE OR PROLONGING, CHANGING SPEED AND LOUDNESS), PROGRESSING TO THE SECOND HIGHER STATE OR CESSATION OF THINKING (WHICH I NOW CAN), NEXT THE THIRD HIGHER STATE (NEITHER LIKE NOR DISLIKE) AND THEN THE FOURTH, NO PAIN OR PLEASURE AND THENCE EVEN HIGHER, THE INFINITUDE OF SPACE, CONSCIOUSNESS, NOTHINGNESS, NEITHER PERCEIVING NOR NOT PERCEIVING.
A PERSON WHO IS ENLIGHTENED MUST HAVE KNOWLEDGE OF ALL HIS PAST LIVES, KNOWLEDGE OF THE RISING AND DISAPPEARANCE OF BEINGS, KNOWLEDGE OF THE WAY TOTALLY OUT OF SUFFERING AND EXISTENCE. THESE, ZEN ADHERENTS HAVE NOT DEMONSTRATED AND SO THEY HAVE NOT ACHIEVED ENLIGHTENMENT.
Ice bucket challenge is a useless, for show ritual:
The ice bucket challenge achieves nothing meaningful, it is a challenge, for show and a ritual aping what others are doing with variations and the Buddha said faith in rituals and rules is one of three lower fetters to future woe.
DOING IT FOR FUN IS NOT A VALID REASON FOR UNDERTAKING THE ICE BUCKET CHALLENGE AND IT IS A PERVERSION TO THINK IT IS FUN WHEN IT IS SUFFERING, IF YOU THINK IT IS HARMLESS YOU ARE DELUDED, IT MAY MEAN ETERNAL WANDERING AND SUFFERING FOR A DELUDED FOOL AND YOU ARE A FOOL TO THINK IT HARMLESS. YOU SET A BAD EXAMPLE FOR OTHERS PARTAKING AND SO YOU HAVE SUFFERING IN REPAYMENT THERE.
Without virtue there is no end to endless suffering for you:
"Such and such is virtue; such and such is concentration; and such and such is wisdom. [9] Great becomes the fruit, great is the gain of concentration when it is fully developed by virtuous conduct; great becomes the fruit, great is the gain of wisdom when it is fully developed by concentration; utterly freed from the taints [10] of lust, becoming, and ignorance is the mind that is fully developed in wisdom."
TRUE VIRTUE, CONCENTRATION AND WISDOM CAN BE CLEARLY DEFINED AND APPLIES TO EVERYONE, CANNOT BE DISPUTED WHAT IS AND IS NOT VIRTUE AND ACCORDING TO THE BUDDHA GREAT VIRTUE IS THE FOUNDATION TO GREAT CONCENTRATION AND GREAT CONCENTRATION IS NEEDED FOR GREAT WISDOM.
ZEN IGNORES, DOES NOT DWELL OR FOCUS ON VIRTUE AND SO IT IS DELUDED.
This deluded man was initially sceptical about the merits of the ice bucket challenge but became a convert for some reason, I think he discovered he was afflicted with Lou Gerig’s disease and the challenge draws attention.
When Jesus cured a man of his blindness or paralysis, he admonished him not to sin again and so your diseases are reflections of your sin and so long as you will not mend your ways, you can bring as much attention as possible and seek the most hi tech treatment but they are all in vain and deluded, you will perish in agony.
ALL A MAN’S SUFFERINGS, EVEN AT THE HANDS OF OTHERS IS NOT BLAMELESS BUT HE IS PARTLY OR TOTALLY TO BLAME AND SO IF YOU ARE TO BLAME FOR YOUR LOU GERIG’S DISEASE, IT IS POINTLESS TO HIGHLIGHT IT EXCEPT THAT YOU ARE DELUDED. ALL ORDINARY PEOPLE ARE DEFILING THEMSELVES AND OTHERS WITH EVERY ACTION AND WORD THEY SAY THAT BOMBARDS OTHERS WITH STRESS INDUCING FORCE AND DELUSIONS AND BEFORE YOU ADDRESS YOUR LOU GERIG YOU SHOULD FIRST MAKE YOURSELF CLEAN, BLAMELESS.
There is never true reason for ice bucket challenge:
When you chop vegetables and cook it, you get food to eat, when your floor is dirty you sweep it and get a clean floor. There is never a true purpose in dousing yourself with ice cold water except in delusion, seeing more virtual purpose than there is.
CHALLENGING YOURSELF TO DO THE ICE BUCKET CHALLENGE IS NEVER A VALID REASON AND ENDS IN INSANITY.
HIGHLIGHTING LOU GERIG’S DISEASE OR FOR CHARITY IS NEVER A VALID REASON TO UNDERTAKE ICE BUCKET CHALLENGE, YOU DO NOT NEED TO DO THAT TO HIGHLIGH ALG, IT IS A GIMMICK AND WHOEVER INDULGES IN GIMMICKS IS ASKING FOR INSANITY.
I SAY THE ICE BUCKET CHALLENGE IS A GIMMICK AND WHOEVER INDULGES IN GIMMICK IS COURTING INSANITY.
No reasoning required to know ice bucket challenge is a gimmick:
You do not need to reason or think to know the ice bucket challenge is a gimmick, useless, false, evil and harmful.
A person without delusion automatically effortlessly sees things as they actually are and he immediately sees and knows the ice bucket challenge is a folly, insane, delusional.
THOSE WHO ARE DISCERNING DO NOT NEED TO THINK TO KNOW THE ICE BUCKET CHALLENGE IS A GIMMICK, THEY SEE IT CLEARLY AND IMMEDIATELY AS INSANE.
He is self-centred not true or good:
He is supporting the cause of the ice bucket challenge because he is afflicted with ALS, he has vested interest in the matter and stands to gain if a cure should be found from funds generated. If he was not afflicted he might be more indifferent.
The Buddha said ‘all is not self’ and ordinary people are kidding themselves if they think they understand and abide by it, they know all is not self. They merely pay lip service to it, they take things personally and identify themselves with many objects and beings dear to them and they think they are good and clever.
A LOT OF THE ACTIONS OF BEINGS ARE NOT BASED ON TRUTH AND GOODNESS BUT DRIVEN BY SELF-IDENTITY, CALCULATION OF WHAT GAINS OR LOSSES THERE ARE AND THEY ARE GUILTY OF MISLEADING OTHERS THAT WHAT THEY SAY ARE TRUE AND GOOD WHEN THEY HAVE UNDECLARED VESTED INTERESTS.
What do people falsely identify with?
They identify with their bodies as mine, they identify with their possessions animate and inanimate. They identify themselves with their feelings, their emotions, their perceptions, their thoughts, their consciousness.
IF YOU WISH TO ESCAPE THE ENDLESS ROUNDS OF EXISTENCE TO NIBANNA, THE DESTINATION OF NO FALLING AWAY YOU MUST GIVE UP ALL SELF, YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS, FEELINGS, EMOTIONS, THINKING, PERCEPTIONS, BODY, POSSESSIONS ARE NOT SELF. MANY MEN AND WOMEN ARE PREOCCUPIED WITH THEIR PERISHABLE FOUL BODIES AS SELF AND THEY ARE THEREFORE DOOMED TO PERISHING.
Subscribe to Facebook? You must be deluded and heading for woe:
Facebook is about narcissism and establishing and maintaining entanglements that are not conducive to escape to happiness and safety and so all those who subscribe to Facebook are deluded and heading for woe.
If you subscribe to Facebook without knowing whether it is good or bad you must stir resistance that leads to stress and detains you in stress and that is not the way out of suffering.
FACEBOOK, TWITTER, INSTAGRAM ET AL ARE FOR THOSE DELUDED, ENTANGLED AND HEADING FOR PERISHING.
Jesus’ death was the result of a conspiracy and expected:
Jesus foreshadowed his death and this is not because his death was planned, arranged by God, for show but it is to be expected from what Jesus did.
Jesus was drawing big crowds and news was spreading about what he taught and did (miracles) and he spoke against the Pharisees and so he was a threat to the authority of the Pharisees and so they became even desperate to get rid of Jesus permanently to re-establish their hold on the masses and so they plotted to arrest him and charge him with trumped up charges, convict and put him to death.
What happened to Jesus is similar in degree to what is happening to Anwar who is a lesser threat to the ruling elite and so they had to neutralize dangerous Anwar by trumped up charges of sodomy and put him in jail. The fact that Anwar has been singled for special treatment (to be killed if necessary) indicates in the eyes of the enemies, he is too good and so all those who attack Anwar even if he is RPK or whatnot, is asking for judgment.
JESUS’ DEATH WAS NOT AN ACCIDENT OR FRIVOLOUS OR FOR DIFFICUT TO GRASP REASONS OR AVOIDABLE OR ARRANGED BY GOD BUT IT WAS INEVITABLE BECAUSE HE ATTACKED THE POWERFUL PHARISEES AND WAS UNDERMINING THEIR AUTHORITY (AND TURF) AND SO THEY MUST FIND SOME EXCUSE TO GET RID OF HIM (AS QUICKLY AS POSSIBLE). WHY THEY NEED TO GET RID OF JESUS IS SIMILAR TO WHY THEY NEED TO GET RID OF ANWAR, THEY WOULD EVEN PAY ANWAR TO GO INTO EXILE.
The Pharisees not the Jews killed Jesus:
Whatever the sentiments of Jews, and they are a disparate lot, it was sections of the Pharisees not the Jews who plotted (planned) how to get rid of Jesus, not the Jews who did not have the means and power to do so.
LOOKING AT THE FACTS, ONE WITH CORRECT UNDERSTANDING WOULD HAVE TO SAY THE PHARISEES AND NOT THE JEWS WERE THE ONES WHO GOT JESUS KILLED AND SO IT IS WRONG TO BLAME THE JEWS FOR JESUS’ DEATH.
Virtue is the negation of ill will and greed, wisdom is the negation of delusion:
The Buddha said there are (only) three lower fetters that keep beings detained in the lower realms here and they are ill will (the wish to harm and attack others, trouble others, make them suffer, antagonize, fight, enjoy others’ misery), greed (covetousness, acquisitiveness, interest, desire) and delusion and so anyone liberated from ill will, greed and delusion will automatically be released from the lower realms (if the Buddha is correct).
The Buddha also said that virtue is indispensable to develop great concentration (the source of true happiness and escape from suffering) and great concentration is indispensable to develop great wisdom.
How to understand, tie together or make sense of what the Buddha said?
Virtue is simply the negation or destruction of ill will and greed, anyone who truly has virtue is without ill will and greed and anyone without greed and ill will automatically is virtuous or good and he will gain great concentration and happiness. It is because people who think they are virtuous and who are perceived by deluded masses to be virtuous are not virtuous, they harbour serious ill will and greed that they have not obtained great concentration.
Without great concentration you cannot negate or destroy delusions which are the antithesis of wisdom, the destruction of delusions automatically makes the person discerning and wise.
VIRTUE IS SIMPLY THE ABSENCE OF ILL WILL AND GREED, BOTH UNIVERSAL TO BEINGS TRAPPED HERE, WISDOM IS THE ABSENCE OF DELUSION, AN AFFLICTION OF ALL BEINGS HERE.
YOU NEED VIRTUE TO OBTAIN GREAT CONCENTRATION AND HAPPINESS HERE AND BANISH DELUSIONS, THE OBSTACLE TO WISDOM.
AND SO YOU MAY BE THE GREATEST ZEN MASTER IN HISTORY BUT SO LONG AS YOU HAVE NEGLECTED VIRTUE, YOU HARBOUR ILL WILL (BEATING OTHERS WITH STICK TO ENLIGHTEN THEM, TOSSING BUDDHA STATUES INTO A FIRE TO KEEP WARM, ASKING THEM TO SOLVE ABSURD RIDDLES ARE DESTRUCTIVE OR ILL WILL), YOU CANNOT OBTAIN GREAT CONCENTRATION LET ALONE GREAT WISDOM. DESPITE OBSESSIVE MEDITATION THEY HAVE NOT EVEN ACHIEVED THE FIRST HIGHER STATE OF MIND THAT GIVES ONE ETERNITY IN HEAVEN.
WHAT THE BUDDHA SPOKE SEPARATELY FITS IN, TIES IN PERFECTLY. ILL WILL, GREED AND DELUSIONS BOND BEINGS IN THE TERRIBLE LOWER REALMS AND IT IS THE ABROGATION OF ILL WILL AND GREED THAT AUTOMATICALLY MAKES THE PERSON VIRTUOUS AND THUS TRULY VIRTUOUS HE ACHIEVES GREAT CONCENTRATION THAT IS THE REQUISITE TO ABOLISHING HIS FORMER DELUSIONS TO BECOME WISE. HENCE THE BUDDHA SAID GREAT IS THE GAIN IN CONCENTRATION WHEN FULLY DEVLOPED BY VIRTUOUS CONDUCT, GREAT IS THE GAIN IN WISDOM WHEN FULLY DEVELOPED BY CONCENTRATION.
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What he said is wrong view and that is the path to hell or the animal womb. Being the offender, it is not surprising that he should want to ignore the shit he has left behind to move forward but to say so is asking for karma to be experienced as suffering in the future.
IF YOU HAVE DONE WRONG, YOU DO NOT CALL FOR MOVING FORWARD BUT WHATEVER WRONG MUST BE CONFESSED AND FORGIVENESS ASKED AND IF IT IS GIVEN THEN THE MATTER IS SETTLED AND YOU CAN MOVE FORWARD, WITHOUT DOING SO AND YOU TELL OTHERS TO MOVE FORWARD YOU ARE COMPOUNDING YOUR SIN, COMMITTING FURTHER WRONG.
It is delusion never wisdom that causes a man to desire (greedy) to be the oldest man to swim the English Channel. Swimming has many dangers and when you are old you can succumb. There is never a true reason to swim across the channel, he is not swimming to escape the Nazis or a shark and so it is mad, for show or publicity and money to do so and that means he is deluded.
Why is he deluded? Because his concentration or state of his mind is low, it is scattered. Why is his concentration low? Because he is not good, he has ill will and greed.
IF YOU SWIM THE CHANNEL TO ESCAPE THE NAZIS THEN THAT IS A (MAYBE) UNDERSTANDABLE REASON TO RISK YOUR LIFE, IF YOU SWIM FOR NO VALID REASON, JUST TO PROVE TO YOURSELF OR THE WORLD, TO BOAST YOU ARE THE OLDEST MAN TO DO SO, YOU ARE PRACTICING CONTROLLED INSANITY.
If your ship sank that is a valid reason to swim:
If your ship sank mid channel then that is a valid reason for swimming across the channel.
WHATEVER YOU DO OR SAY MUST MAKE TRUE SENSE, IF IT DOES NOT MAKE TRUE SENSE IT MUST STIR RESISTANCE THAT LEADS TO STRESS, CONDITIONS YOU TO RESISTANCE AND YOU ARE PRACTICING CONTROLLED INSANITY THAT ENDS WITH LOSS OF CONTROL IN UNCONTROLLABLE INSANITY.
There are never valid reasons to indulge in debates, heated or not and so it reflects delusion that ends in woe for both.
Whatever is the matter can be determined as what is correct and wrong and you do not need debates to do so.
WHAT IS RIGHT AND WRONG IN ANY MATTER CAN BE DETERMINED CALMLY WITHOUT NEED FOR ANY DEBATE. IF YOU REFUTE YOU ARE DELUDED.
WANTING TO LEAVE BECAUSE OF SCOTTISH PRIDE IS NEVER A VALID REASON OF LEAVING.
WANTING TO LEAVE BECAUSE OF ECONOMIC REASONS, NOT WANTING THE SHARE THE BURDEN, FOR SELFISH REASONS ARE INCORRECT REASONS.
IF YOU WERE IN THE UNION WHEN THERE WAS BOUNTIFUL REWARDS AND NOW YOU WANT TO LEAVE BECAUSE THERE ARE NO COOKIES IN THE JAR, THAT IS A WRONG REASON FOR LEAVING.
WHATEVER THE REASONS TOUTED FOR SECESSION CAN BE EXAMINED AND FOUND TO VALID OR INVALID, RIGHT OR WRONG WITHOUT RESORTING TO DEBATE.
Only a deluded person would pay another to act as surrogate.
It is because of greed for a child of your own that you pay or bribe others to act as your surrogate. You are inducing others to sin and should anything happen to them eg they die of complications in pregnancy or child birth you are partly responsible for their death.
NO WISE MAN WILL PAY ANOTHER TO BE SURROGATE, IT IS WRONG, DRIVEN BY GREED AND HAS BIG DANGERS, SHOULD THE SURROGATE BE HARMED OR DIE IN SURROGACY YOU HAVE A HAND IN HER DEATH.
If a person possesses true understanding and the matter is regarding what is true and correct it never is difficult but it is easy and quick to decide and so it because those who decide do not have true understanding or the matter is false not true, nonsensical rather than meaningful that they have yet to decide in this late hour.
WHEN THE ANGELS AND BRAHMAS ATTENDED THE BUDDHA’S PASSING AWAY DID THEY HAVE TO DELIBERATE WHAT CLOTHES TO WEAR, WHAT MAKE UP AND PERFUME TO WEAR FOR THE OCCASION, DO THEY HAVE TO DECIDE WHAT FLOWERS TO SHOWER AND WHAT MUSIC TO PLAY? FOR THOSE WHO UNDERSTAND AND ARE GOOD, EVERYTHING IS STRAIGHT AS AN ARROW, IT IS THOSE WHO HAVE CROOKED MINDS THAT NEED TIME TO AGONIZE OVER DECISIONS.
Truth and goodness is never a choice, whatever is decided is evil:
Truth and goodness have no alternatives and so there is no choices involved.
Only what is false and evil exist as choices, alternatives and there may be multiple choices to choose from depending on what one’s aims or desires are.
DECISIONS ARE NEVER ABOUT WHAT IS TRUE AND GOOD EXCEPT IN YOUR DELUSION OR WRONG UNDERSTANDING.
TRUTH AND GOODNESS HAVE NO ALTERNATIVES, NO CHOICES AND SO IF ONE SEES THE TRUTH, UNDERSTANDS, THERE IS NO CHOICE.
ONLY WHAT IS FALSE HAS CHOICES AND SO IF YOU HAVE TO DECIDE, YOU ARE DELVING IN FALSITY, EVIL.
Deciding is always suffering accompanied by raised self-resistance:
People often do not realize they are making decisions and they far underestimate the presence of decision making in their lives.
DECISION MAKING IS ALWAYS SUFFERING AND IT IS OFTEN DESCRIBED AS ‘AGONIZING DECISION’ AND IT IS ALWAYS ACCOMPANIED BY RAISED SELF RESISTANCE THAT LEADS TO STRESS, EVEN WHEN THE DECISION IS MADE THERE IS CONTINUED RESISTANCE UNDERTAKING THE RESULTS OF THE DECISION.
IT IS BECAUSE THE PERSON CANNOT SEE THE TRUTH AND GOOD OF A SITUATION AND HE IS DELUDED THAT HE IS COMPELLED TO MAKE DECISIONS AND BECAUSE HE CANNOT SEE THE TRUTH AND GOOD OF THE SITUATION HIS DECISIONS IS BY NECESSITY FALSE AND HARMFUL AND IT IS ONLY A MATTER OF DEGREE, SOME OPTIONS HAVE LESS HARM OR RISK OR DANGER THAN OTHERS BUT WHATEVER THE DECISION IT IS STILL CONSORTING WITH FALSITY, EVIL AND RISK.
THE WISE SEES AND KNOWS THE TRUTH AND HE WALKS A PATH WHEREIN HE DOES NOT NEED TO MAKE DECISIONS.
Deciding is the curse and bane of robots:
Only robots decide and decision making is one of the major roles of a robot apart from recording new things to say or do and modifying them and rehashing from what is recorded.
Someone who has recorded many things to say or do has to decide which amongst the variety on offer is best suited to impress or please others, often it is by knee jerk reflex but other times the robot has to decide like a disk jockey which to select and replay. Further he must decide how loud or strong to replay, when to step in to stop and change tracks.
WITHOUT DECIDING, CONSTANT DECISION MAKING THE ROBOT CANNOT SURVIVE OR THRIVE AS A ROBOT.
BECAUSE ALL THE RECORDED ALTERNATIVES ARE FALSE NEVER TRUE OR SPECIFICALLY FITS THE SITUATION, IT IS IMPOSSIBLE ANY TRUTH AND GOOD CAN COME OUT OF ANY ALTERNATIVE HE SELECTS.
BEFORE YOU CAN DECIDE, YOU MUST PRESENT YOURSELF WITH SOME ALTERNATIVES TO CHOOSE FROM AND YOU MUST THEN CARRY OUT FROM THE SELECTED ALTERNATIVE WHICH MEANS YOU MUST BE A ROBOT.
YOU MUST BE A ROBOT TO DECIDE AND DECIDING MANDATES A ROBOTIC EXISTENCE BECAUSE YOU MUST PRESENT YOURSELF WITH CHOICES OR ALTERNATIVES OF ACTIONS TO CHOOSE FROM AND IF YOU PICK AND CARRY OUT ONE CHOICE, YOU ARE A ROBOT ACTIVATING THAT CHOICE.
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It is delusion and false to say that.
It is never good to be bold and so he is deluded to perceive boldness as good whereas foolishness is bad.
Bold means putting yourself at risk to loss or harm not without reason but to achieve evil material desires (eg profits), those who are truly wise will never expose themselves to risk or danger, whatever is true and good is never bold and only what is false and bad for self and others is bold.
WHATEVER IS TRUE AND GOOD IS NEVER BOLD AND THE WISE PERSON NEVER PUTS HIMSELF AT RISK TO ACHIEVE MATERIAL GAINS AND SO HE IS DELUDED AND HE IS SPEAKING FALSELY TO SAY THERE IS A FINE LINE BETWEEN BOLDNESS AND FOOLISHNESS WHEN THEY ARE PART OF THE SAME SPECTRUM OF FOLLY.
IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ANYONE TO SEE A FINE LINE BETWEEN THE TWO EXCEPT IN FABRICATION OR DELUSION BECAUSE IT IS NOT TRUE WHETHER THE LINE IS FINE OR THICK.
Boldness is never a valid basis for action:
You never do anything to be bold, boldness is never a valid basis for action and you need to be bold or take risks if you are greedy for the gains your boldness entices you to make.
BECAUSE BOLDNESS HAS RISKS AND IT IS NOT A CORRECT BASIS FOR ACTION, THE PERSON IS A FOOL DICING WITH INSANITY, ACTING ON INVALID BASES AND SO YOU ARE A FOOL TO SPLIT HAIRS BETWEEN FOOLISHNESS AND BOLDNESS, THEY ARE BIRDS OF THE SAME FEATHER. APART FROM AND BECAUSE IT IS AN INVALID BASIS OF ACTION, ONE DAY YOUR BOLDNESS WILL GET YOU KILLED JUST AS YOUR FOOLISHNESS WILL GET YOU KILLED.
Boldness is a function of force never reason:
Boldness is about force, is driven by stirred force according to a plan of action never reason or understanding. Whatever is based on true understanding is never bold and so if you worship boldness it indicates you are a man of force without true understanding acting blindly according to a plan not for good but gain.
Foolishness is the basis of boldness so what fine line between is there?
Foolishness (never wisdom) is the basis or father of boldness so what fine line are you talking about between boldness and foolishness except that you are a fool who does not know what he talks about, you are muddled and confused.

He said he stayed good friends for the sake of their daughters.
That means to say their friendship was not genuine but contrived or false and that is controlled insanity for himself, harms himself and others.
IF YOUR FRIENDSHIP IS TRUE IT IS NOT FOR THIS OR THAT (BUT YOU LOVE THE OTHER PERSON), IF IT IS FOR THIS OR THAT, IT IS HYPOCRITICAL, FOR SHOW, MOTIVATED AND THAT IS SUFFERING AND LEADS TO FUTURE SUFFERING.
PEOPLE THINK THEY ARE GOOD TO SAY SO, AND DELUDED PEOPLE AGREE BUT IT IS THE OPPOSITE, IT EXPOSES YOUR DECEITFULNESS.
I forced myself to be good friend with my ex:
If you say you stayed good friends with your ex-wife for the sake of the kids, it means if not for the kids you would have separated as friends.
This tantamount to forcing yourself according to your plan or delusion what constitutes being a friend and acting out that friendship for the sake of the children not because you truly want to be friends with your ex.
Thus your basis for continued friendship is force according to a plan of what you think friendship means or demands of you. You are acting, behaving like a rehashing robot in your relationship to your ex and that is always deceitful, controlled insanity that ends in woe for yourself and others.
THE ONLY WAY A PERSON CAN STAY GOOD FRIENDS FOR THE SAKE OF THE CHILDREN IS IF HE IS CONSCIOUS OF THE FRIENDSHIP AND A PLAN OF WHAT THAT FRIENDSHIP CONSTITUTES AND HE IS USING FORCE ACCORDING TO THAT PLAN TO ACT OUT OR CARRY OUT HIS FRIENDSHIP THAT MAKES HIM A ROBOT, ACTOR AND DECEITFUL, DISHONEST IN HIS FRIENDSHIP.
WHATEVER IS FORCED IS FALSE AND EVIL, FRIENSHIP THAT IS BASED ON FORCE THAT IS BLIND, MEANINGLESS AND HARMFUL IS EVIL.
ONLY MANIPULATIVE FALSE FRIENDSHIPS ARE SUBJECT TO MAKE UP AND BREAKUP, TRUE FRIENDSHIPS ARE NEVER CONSCIOUS, UNCONDITIONAL AND CANNOT BE DISRUPTED, NOT VULNERABLE TO ‘MISUNDERSTANDINGS’ OR CHANGES EG YOU FOUND A SEXIER GIRL AND SHE HAS GROWN OLD AND UGLY.
Only robots can force themselves and resistance is active:
You can only force yourself if you have a readymade mental plan of what to say and do and you force yourself against your own wishes, against self resistance to do or say it which leads to stress and conditions to resistance.
People nonchalantly even enthusiastically talk about forcing themselves to do this or that and succeeding as a result when they are unwittingly admitting they are robots, acting according to a plan against self resistance that is the recipe for stress.
WHEN YOU SAY YOU FORCED YOURSELF YOU ARE ACKNOWLEDGING ACTING AGAINST SELF RESISTANCE THAT IS THE PATHOGENESIS OF STRESS AND YOU MUST ACT ACCORDING TO A PLAN TO FORCE YOURSELF TO DO IT.
All actors are evil fakers and have appointment with terrible suffering.
Even from brief glimpses on news items, I can see he is not wholesome but have much to account for. The Buddha spoke of the end maker and a person’s life at the end is not an accident but the ripening of his karma and is beyond his control, you have stated your case and at the end the end maker takes over and whatever suffering is deserved and there is even an ocean of suffering ahead.
MANY ARE DEFIANT, THINK THEY HAVE DONE LITTLE WRONG WHEN THEY HAVE SEVERELY UNDERESTIMATED THEIR SUFFERING DUE NOT JUST AFTER THEY DEPART BUT THE END MAKER WILL TAKE OVER THEIR LIVES AND MAKE THEM SUFFER BEFORE THEY DEPART TO PERDITION.