Forceful & Frce Free Words:

Forceful & Force free Words:
There are words, phrases and ways of speaking or writing that are forceful applying force on the speaker or doer and conveying force on the recipient with karma accrued and there are words, phrases and ways of speaking or writing that are force free that does not apply on the doer or speaker's mind and conveys no force but only reason to the recipient with merit attached.

When you use 'impact' of a study you are consciously or unconsciously transmitting force to your recipient that is absent if you used the 'implication', 'result', 'consequence' or 'conclusion' of a study.

When you say, “Take a hard look at yourself” you are asking the person to use force that is unnecessary and will harm him to look at himself. When you say, “Take a close or careful look at yourself” you are asking him to use reason to scrutinize himself closely that is addressed to his reason not mental force.

Whenever a person speaks with a style which is essentially how he stretches his syllables, changes speed and loudness that are essentially how he uses mental and physical force to prolong the duration of his syllables, change speed and loudness he is speaking in a forceful way no matter how hushed or whispered it is.

Whenever a person speaks without style which is essentially the absence of stretching of his syllables, changes in speed and loudness that obviates the use of mental and physical force he is speaking in a force free way no matter how loud or fast it is.

WHOEVER USES FORCEFUL WORDS, PHRASES AND WAYS OF SPEAKING IS HARMING HIMSELF AND OTHERS BY APPLYING FORCE ON HIS OWN MIND AND THE RECIPIENT'S MIND, IS PRACTICING CONTROLLED INSANITY BECAUSE THE ADDITION OF FORCE IS TOTALLY UNNECESSARY AND MEANINGLESS (EXCEPT FOR SHOW TO IMPRESS, PLEASE, DOMINATE AND INTIMIDATE). THE FACT THAT YOU CANNOT SEE YOURSELF DOING SO, YOU INSIST THE WAY YOU SPEAK AND WRITE IS GOOD FOR YOU AND OTHERS REFLECT YOUR ADVANCED FALSE PERCEPTION AND LOGIC THAT WILL END IN AGONY THAT MAY BE FAR MORE EVERLASTING, EVEN ETERNAL, THAN YOU IMAGINE POSSIBLE.

IN TRUTH FORCEFUL PEOPLE ARE ALL SLAVES OF THEIR MENTAL FORCE THAT IS CALLING THE SHOTS, NOT THEM OR THEIR REASON WHICH IS POORLY DEVELOPED & EVEN NONEXISTENT, WHICH IS WHY IT IS DIFFICULT IF NOT IMPOSSIBLE TO TEACH OR TRULY REASON WITH ORDINARY FORCE DRIVEN PEOPLE. NO ONE CAN NEGOTIATE OR REASON WITH HIS MENTAL FORCE AND WHAT REMAINS IS FOR THOSE WHO ARE DISTRESSED ENOUGH TO PAY ATTENTION TO PERSISTENTLY WEAN THEMSELVES OFF THEIR MENTAL FORCE GRADUALLY. A MENTAL FORCE THAT HAS BEEN WHITTLED DOWN TO GRADE NINE IS EASIER TO WEAN THAN A FORCE THAT IS GRADE TEN. BECAUSE PEOPLE CANNOT SEE THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL OF ZERO FORCE, THEY HAVE NOT EXPERIENCED THE INCOMPARABLE DIFFERENCE OF EXISTING WITHOUT MENTAL FORCE, THEY ARE DISINCLINED TO APPLY THEMSELVES EARNESTLY TO WEAN THEMSELVES TOTALLY OFF THEIR MENTAL FORCE NOT REALIZING THAT EVEN ANOTHER ETERNITY THAT MAY LAST BILLIONS OF YEARS OF WEEPING AND GNASHING THEIR TEETH AWAITS THEM IF THEY DO NOT WEAN THEMSELVES OFF THE MENTAL FORCE.
Foolishness:
Whenever you say someone is foolish you mean he is gullible, can be conned or tricked by what others say or do. You cannot be tricked by what others say or do that is true and beneficial but you can only be tricked by what people say or do that is false and harmful. Thus foolishness is a vulnerability or susceptibility to accept falsity as true or genuine.
It is never that something done or a lie is so well told or convincing that the fool is taken in nor that he is blameless for being conned but it is because he has conditioned himself through a combination of self and other coercion to believe or accept falsity that he is conned.
All foolishness is always forced and driven by force not reason. If you force yourself enough for long enough you can force yourself to believe in whatever you initially knew was false. In the name of getting along with others, of putting on a show to impress, please, intimidate and dominate others, you force yourself to turn a blind eye to falsity and harm, you allow others to force you to do or say certain things that initially you know is false or you are reluctant to say or do but increasingly you become accepting until in time you believe what you say or do that is false to appease others is true and beneficial and this is the root of foolishness, the acceptance of falsity and harm perpetrated by yourself and others.
THUS FOOLISHNESS OR THE VULNERABILITY TO BE CONNED IS NOT BLAMELESS BUT BLAMEWORTHY ACCORDING TO JESUS BECAUSE IT IS A CULTIVATED FORCEFUL ACCEPTANCE OF FALSITY ORCHESTRATED BY BLAMEWORTHILY BY SELF AND OTHERS. IT IS NEVER BECAUSE SOMEONE’S DECEIT IS SO WELL ORGANIZED BUT IT IS ONE’S WILLINGLESS TO ACCEPT FALSITY THAT MAKES ONE FOOLISH ENOUGH TO SUCCUMB. EG A GIRL ENAMORED BY HER APPARENT BEAUTY IS TAKEN IN BY THE FLATTERING WORDS OF A SEDUCER.

The nature of smiling:
NO AMOUNT OF REASONING CAN CAUSE THE MUSCLES OF YOUR FACE TO SMILE BUT THE APPLICATION OF MENTAL FORCE WILL ALWAYS DO SO AND SO THE ACT OF SMILING HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH REASON OR TRUTH OR MEANING BUT ALL TO DO WITH FORCE AND THE APPLICATION OF FORCE. EVEN THE TEMPLATE OF THE SMILE IS NOT FRESH BUT RECORDED IN THE MIND AND WHEN A PERSON SMILES WHAT HAPPENS IS THAT HE CONSCIOUSLY OR UNCONSCIOUSLY RETRIEVE HIS SMILE RECORD TO PLAY IT BACK USING FORCE JUST LIKE YOU PLAY BACK A RECORDING USING ELECTRICAL FORCE NOT ELECTRICAL REASON.
A smile is nothing more than an unnecessary stressful, restless and distracting exercise of one's mental and physical force via one's facial muscles based on a pre-recorded rehashed blueprint that has nothing to do with reason and everything to do with mental and physical force that is meaningless except falsely for show to impress, please even intimidate and dominate others.

If you think, even despite my having declared to you above, that smiling is full of meaning, is good for yourself and others then you may be right or it may reflect the intensity (strength) of your delusion and false perception that is incurable and will end in agony for you. All delusions are backed by force, never accompanied by true reason that may be very intense & hard to shake off.

Each person has a characteristic smile that has differences and similarities with others but is consistent in him that cannot be produced fresh or live each time but must be reproduced by rote or rehash like reheating a stale leftover dish in the fridge otherwise the person will produce a different smile each time he smiles.
A grin is merely a smile that has violent acceleration or accelerating acceleration in speed and strength of force of the contraction of the facial muscles and there are consistent differences between different people's grins. Some people never grin whilst others always grin when they smile.

No reason is ever needed to smile and in fact it is crucial true as opposed to false reason is absent if one were to be a consummate smiler. What is needed is a mental blueprint of the smile you desire to display on your face and the even grim or determined force (disregarding stress, restlessness and distraction) to express them in social situations in the name of impressing and pleasing others.

Until they are mad no one will knowingly harm themselves and because ordinary people are not mad (yet) it is the robot in themselves that the (foolishly, unknowingly) entrust to do the speaking, doing and posturing for them that is doing the harm that they do not realize is degrading their minds and bodies whilst conditioning themselves evermore to speech, bodily actions and postures that are harmful and ultimately fatal.

The reason why people never repetitively slap themselves in the face is because they can see the direct and immediate link between their action and the harm and the reason why people keep smiling, speaking with forcefully stretched syllables, changes in speed and loudness is because they cannot see clearly themselves doing so (often they smile, stretch syllables and change speed and loudness with awareness) and cannot see the link between what and how they are doing and the stress, restlessness and distraction that regularly build up in them.

TRUE REASON IS INIMICAL TO BEING A SUCCESSFUL SMILER BECAUSE TRUE REASON WILL TELL THE PERSON THAT SMILING IS SILLY, UNNECESSARY, IS ONLY MEANT FOR SHOW WHILST CREATING CUMULATIVE STRESS, RESTLESSNESS AND DISTRACTION THAT CAN BECOME TORMENTING. THUS WHAT IS NECESSARY TO BECOME AN ACCOMPLISHED SMILER IS TO TURN A GRIM DETERMINED BLIND EYE TO THE STRESS, RESTLESSNESS AND DISTRACTION THAT SMILING GENERATES AND TO MINDLESSLY APPLY ONE'S MENTAL AND THENCE PHYSICAL FORCE ORCHESTRATE THE MOVEMENTS OF THE MUSCLES OF ONE'S FACE THAT IS ESSENTIALLY HOW THESE MUSCLES MOVE WITH PROLONGING OF FUNDAMENTAL UNITS OF MOTIONS, CHANGES IN SPEED AND STRENGH OF FORCE DURING THE PROCESS OF SMILING.

SMILING HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH REASON. NO REASON IS EVER NEEDED TO BE A SUCCESSFUL SMILER AND IN FACT IT IS CRUCUAL TRUE REASON IS ABSENT OR YOU DO NOT PAY ATTENTION OTHERWISE ONE WILL BE SELF CONSCIOUS AND BECOME AWARE OF THE SELF HARM BEING PERPETRATED.

SMILING IS ALL ABOUT THE MINDLESS USE OF FORCE, THE EXERCISING OF ONE'S FORCE BASED ON A STANDARDIZED REHASHED BLUEPRINT IN THE NAME OF IMPRESSING OR PLEASING OTHERS OR GETTING ALONG.

THUS IF YOU ARE AN ACCOMPLISHED SMILER, YOU ARE AN ACCOMPLISHED MAN OF FORCE NOT REASON, AMAN WHO LIKES TO MINDLESSLY EXERCISE OR UNLEASH HIS MENTAL FORCE.

ANYONE WHO SMILES MUST HAVE A DISTURBED MIND, MUST BE VULNERABLE TO BOUTS OF BEING MENTALLY DISTURBED THAT HE CANNOT HELP AND CANNOT PINPOINT WHAT IS THE CAUSE BECAUSE HE CANNOT SEE HE IS SERIOUSLY HARMING HIMSELF AND OTHERS WITH HIS SMILING, NOT BENEFITTING HIMSELF AND OTHERS AS HE DELUDES HIMSELF.

THUS THE PERSON WHO MAKES MUCH OF HIS BELIEF, WHO TICKS ME OFF SAYING 'I DISAGREE WITH YOU, I SMILE BECAUSE I LIKE SOMEONE' DOES NOT REALIZE THAT HE IS SAYING, “I DISAGREE WITH YOU, I EXERCISE MY MENTAL FORCE VIA MY FACIAL MUSCLES BECAUSE MY MENTAL FORCE OF GOING AGAINST SELF IS AUTOMATICALLY STIRRED IN SPEED AND STRENGTH IN A WAY CONTROLLED BY MY FORCE OF SELF PRESERVATION BY THE SIGHT OF SOMEONE”.

IF YOU DO SOMETHING EG SMILE WITHOUT KNOWING THE TRUE NATURE OF WHAT YOU ARE DOING YOU ARE A FOOL WHO DOES NOT KNOW WHAT HE IS DOING AND WHEN YOU SPEAKING ABOUT SOMETHING EG LIKING WITHOUT KNOWING THE TRUE NATURE OF WHAT YOU ARE SPEAKING, YOU ARE A FOOL WHO DOES NOT KNOW WHAT HE SPEAKS ABOUT.
Why Stretching Of Syllables, Changes Of Speed & Loudness Are Constant:
For one who sees correctly the stretching of syllables, changes of speed and loudness in all ordinary people's speech are never just frequent but constant, only the extent of stretching, changing in speed and loudness varies.
For those who cannot see there is a theory of or it can be reasoned out why this must be so.
WHATEVER IS NECESSARY NEED REASON TO ARISE AND THEREFORE WILL NOT OCCUR ALL THE TIME BUT WHATEVER IS UNNECESSARY DOES NOT NEED REASON TO ARISE AND CAN ARISE ANY TIME AND SO IF YOU KEEP WILLING YOURSELF TO MAKE IT ARISE, IT SOON ARISE ALL THE TIME ON ITS OWN ACCORD AND THEN IT IS THE CONSTANT CHANGE THAT IS DICTATING TO YOU NOT YOU TO THEM AND BECAUSE IT IS TORMENTING TO CONSTANTLY FORCEFULLY STRETCH, CHANGE SPEED AND LOUDNESS, THEY MUST BE SUBJECT TO FORCEFUL CONTROL BY THE FORCE OF SELF PRESERVATION BUT WHATEVER IS SUBJECT TO FORCEFUL CONTROL IS SUBJECT TO LOSS OF CONTROL AND ALL WHO FORCEFULLY STRETCH, CHANGE SPEED AND LOUDNESS ARE DOOMED TO LOSS OF CONTROL AND INSANITY EITHER IN A SITUATIONAL CRISIS OR IN OLD AGE DEBILITY.
IN TRUTH IT IS TOTALLY UNNECESSARY TO STRETCH ANY SYLLABLE, CHANGE SPEED OR LOUDNESS EVEN ONCE LET ALONE ALL OF THEM ALL THE TIME WHEN SPEAKING BECAUSE THEY ARE MEANINGLESS AND ONLY MEANT FOR SHOW TO IMPRESS, PLEASE, INTIMIDATE AND DOMINATE OTHERS. NOT ONLY ARE THEY NOT NECESSARY BUT THEY WASTE ENERGY TO CREATE STRESS, RESTLESSNESS AND DISTRACTION. THUS IF YOU KEEP FORCING YOURSELF TO STRETCH SYLLABLES, CHANGE SPEED AND LOUDNESS IN THE NAME OF PUTTING ON A SHOW, THEY IN TIME BECOME PERMANENT OR CONSTANT BECAUSE THEY ARE UNNECESSARY NEED NO REASON OR OCCASION TO ARISE AND WHATEVER THAT CAN ARISE AT ANY TIME WITHOUT NEED FOR REASON SOON ARISE CONSTANTLY.
(PEOPLE SIGNIFICANTLY UNDERESTIMATE THE STRETCHING, CHANGING OF SPEED AND LOUDNESS IN THEIR SPEECH AND ARE RESENTFUL AND TURN OFF OR DO NOT PAY ATTENTION OR SOON FORGET IF I DEMONSTRATE TO THEM HOW THEY HAVE JUST STRETCHED, CHANGE SPEED AND LOUDNESS, HOW VERY DIFFERENT THEIR SPEECH WILL SOUND IF THERE ARE NO STRETCHING, CHANGING SPEED AND LOUDNESS.
THEY DELIBERATELY CHANGE THEIR PITCH OR SPEED AND LOUDNESS WHEN THEY TRY TO IMITATE THEIR FAVORITE SINGERS AND THEY LIKE IT BUT THEY DO NOT REALIZE THAT WHAT THEY ARE DOING IS CHANGING SPEED AND LOUDNESS. A PITCH CHANGE WITHIN A STRETCHED NOTE IS A SPEED CHANGE AND IS CAUSED BY EXHALING OUT WITH RISING SPEED AS YOU PROLONG THAT NOTE)
Learning your alphabets well:
Just as there are strict limits as to how well you can read or write if you have not mastered your alphabets, in the same way there are strict limits how good you can be, how much you can escape stress, restlessness and distraction if you have not mastered not stretching, not changing speed and loudness.
DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE THE IMPORTANCE OF PAYING PERSISTENT ATTENTION TO DETECT AND ELIMINATE STRETCHING SYLLABLES, CHANGES OF SPEED OR LOUDNESS BECAUSE THEY ARE CRUCIAL, FUNDAMANETAL AND INDISPENSABLE TOWARDS A PERMANENT EFFORTLESS FREEDOM FROM STRESS, RESTLESSNESS AND DISTRACTION.
A VICIOUS CIRCLE ENDING IN AGONY:
FIRST YOU FORCE YOURSELF TO STRETCH YOUR SYLLABLES, CHANGE SPEED AND LOUDNESS BY COPYING THE WAYS EVERYONE AROUND SPEAK AND SOON YOU ARE SEIZED, BESET BY STRESS, RESTLESSNESS AND DISTRACTION THAT THEY ALWAYS CHURN UP AND THUS SEIZED YOU ARE FORCED TO HELPLESSLY KEEP MINDLESSLY STRETCH, CHANGE SPEED AND LOUDNESS IN EVER TIGHTENING VICE LIKE GRIPS THAT YOU REGULARLY MUST LOOSEN THEIR GRIPS BUT LIKE A BOA CONSTRICTOR WILL ONE DAY GO TOO FAR AND STRANGLE YOU AND ANYONE WHO CONSTANTLY STRETCH, CHANGE SPEED AND LOUDNESS.
Mr Clean & Nice Guy:
Badawi has been touted in the press as Mr Clean and a nice guy possibly by his ‘publicists’ or ‘handlers’.
He cannot be Mr Clean because he has proven himself a liar in many things he said that can be objectively proven to be lies and as the Buddha said there is nothing a liar will not do, therefore we shall not tell a lie, even in jest. There are evidences of many shady dealings.
He is a nice guy just like ordinary people are nice not good. Niceness is not good but bad and therefore being a nice person is not a compliment but indicates the person is a hypocrite saying things to appease others.
Awful Diplomacy:
Quote headline: Awful diplomacy.
Comment: When you say the diplomacy is awful you mean it is dislikeable or detestable and that is emotional trying to stir the reader's emotions.

When you say it with reason you say "Poor or substandard diplomacy".

If you think that by awful you mean 'poor' then you may be speaking carelessly and will be judged and you are headed for mad perception that 'awful' is the same as poor or substandard.
Show Me An Instance Jesus Incited You:
Even Christians who present themselves as serious Christians and want to convert others consciously and unconsciously address others' emotions.

Show me an instance in the New Testament where Jesus incited you.

Have you heard of Jesus speak of 'this is disgusting', 'terrible', "I don't like this, I like that", stunning, shocking, incredibly, 'wow', exhilarating, exciting, enthralling, awful? Did Jesus say he was disappointed that men do not believe him?

You hear people attack others in a fit of rage. Do you hear of people attacking in a fit of reason? Therefore anyone who is inciting others to emotion, encourages others to like and dislike is leading others into woe and headed for suffering themselves.
It is precisely because a fit of rage is of intense aroused force that the person is no longer in control that he lapses into temporary insanity and does all sorts of things he may come to regret and pay heavily for.
REASON IS THE WAY TO HEAVEN AND EMOTION IS THE WAY TO WOE AND SHAME.


MANY PEOPLE SEVERELY UNDERESTIMATE THE PRESENCE OF LIKE AND DISLIKE IN THEIR LIVES, DO NOT REALIZE THEY ARE BROADCASTING EMOTION AND TRYING TO STIR EMOTION WITH KARMA NOT MERIT ATTACHED.

When you say the diplomacy is incompetent or substandard you are merely making a reasoned assessment of the diplomacy that may be falsely perceived by an emotional reader to be emotional but it merely states the diplomacy is not competent, not up to expected standard but if you say 'awful' you mean the diplomacy is terrible or dislikeable and therefore definitely targeting the reader's emotion.

You never incite another person's reason because reason is calm clearly thinking without force that can be stirred but you incite or try to stir their mental force or like or dislike or emotions.
Because emotions is suffering if you incite another person's emotions eg anger, you cause him suffering that takes time to abate and also conditions him to become better at getting angry, you have debts.

Therefore whoever uses words that arouse emotion is asking for suffering himself headed for woe.

The person who used 'awful' to describe diplomacy is a Christian of some seriousness and he does not realize his behavior is not straightforward or letting his yes be yes only.


The Dark Secrets Behind Barisan’s (Guaranteed) Election Success:
Whilst the Barisan leaders may laud voter support and vindication of their policies what is recounted below by a prominent reformasi leader gives insight into the gangsterism and recruitment of the police to obstruct and harass the opposition behind the scenes.
I do not approve the writer’s emotionality and his confrontation with his detractors even with a knife but what he describes paints a picture of evil that dominates politics in this country.
Raja Petra:

Abdul Rahman Othman, then Parti Keadilan Rakyat’s Deputy President, contested the Putrajaya Parliament seat. On the other side was Tengku Adnan Mansor, the Minister of Tourism. The seat should have actually been contested by PAS but Rahman wanted it so PAS gave it to him although Keadilan did not have any branches in Putrajaya and maybe just a handful of members; a very small handful. The PAS machinery in Putrajaya was quite well established and they had been laying the groundwork to contest that seat for quite a number of years.

Rahman arranged a meeting with the PAS boys from Putrajaya and at first they were not quite prepared to help out because they felt that Keadilan had hijacked that seat from PAS. Rahman asked me whether I would like to be his campaign manager. You must remember, Rahman told me, we would most likely lose that seat to the extent of losing our deposit as well. It is quite a difficult seat to win because not only are 98% of the voters Malay but they are nearly all civil servants as well. And with such a small number of voters it would be very difficult for them to vote opposition. The government would be able to detect who they voted for quite easily. In a bigger seat it would be more difficult for the government to check the votes.

From the word go we faced an uphill battle. I found out that the number of eligible voters in Putrajaya was more than double the number of registered voters. Why is this? Those who intended to vote for the opposition did not register to vote in Putrajaya. They knew that they would not be able to vote for the opposition without the government knowing about it so they registered to vote outside Putrajaya, some in areas as far as Kelantan where they felt their vote would be more meaningful. Those who registered to vote in Putrajaya are all those who intended to vote for Barisan Nasional. The opposition supporters voted elsewhere.

Then, a few days before the election, the civil servants were called for a meeting and were informed that the government is monitoring who they vote for and if they voted for the opposition the government will be able to find out and take action against them. These meetings were held during office hours and in the government departments. We, however, were not allowed into the government offices so we had no choice but to campaign after office hours and meet the voters outside their homes. But everywhere we went we were trailed by the Umno people so many of the voters did not dare talk to us.

We broke up into a few groups and canvassed house to house. One group that was headed by Rahman’s son was surrounded by Umno bouncers in black jackets and he was beaten up. A police report was made but of course no action was taken. Rahman’s son said that the Umno chap who beat him up was a huge chap built like a gorilla.

While I was having dinner with my wife I received a phone call from the Putrajaya Special Branch head, ASP Ibrahim. He told me that the police have received a report that we are using Bangladeshi workers to put up our posters and flags and this is a violation of election rules which can result in Rahman being disqualified. I stopped eating and rushed to our base to find all our workers still idling under the tent. It appears that not one of our workers is out yet. All are still waiting for midnight before they start moving.

I drove around Putrajaya and saw that the Umno boys were putting up their posters and flags. And they were using Bangladeshi workers. I then phoned ASP Ibrahim to inform him that none of our workers are out yet, all are still in the two bases, and that it is Umno that is using Bangladeshi workers. He just replied, ‘oh’.

Come midnight, our chaps loaded all the posters and flags into their cars. However, before they could move, their cars were surrounded by the Umno cars. They phoned me to inform me that they are being locked in by Umno cars and can’t move. I phoned ASP Ibrahim to inform him about this and he assured me he would send a police patrol car to look into the matter. No police patrol car ever came and our operation for that night had to be aborted.

I organised a meet-the-voters session and invited Anwar Ibrahim’s daughter, Nurul Izzah, to attend. As soon as Rahman started talking, the police arrived with the Umno chaps and a couple of Election Commission officers in tow. I was informed that we are holding an illegal assembly and must stop. I argued with the police and one Election Commission officer told me that this is a breach of election rules and Rahman can be disqualified. Tengku Adnan would then win the Putrajaya seat uncontested.

The next day the Election Commission sent Rahman a show cause letter.

In another gathering, Ezam Mohd Noor, our guest of honour, could only shake hands with the voters. He was not allowed to address them or else we would be deemed as holding an illegal assembly which, again, would result in Rahman’s disqualification.

I invited Ustaz Haji Abdul Hadi Awang to speak at one gathering and this time, just to make sure, I applied for a police permit. I sat there at the police station until they approved it. They told me that the Special Branch needs to approve it so it may be a long wait. I told them I would wait and sat there in the office without budging. They finally approved it just to get rid of me. They could not go home with me still sitting there. The only way they could go home would be to approve my permit so that I would leave.

I received a phone call that Hadi was on the way and was only a few minutes away. But the hall was completely empty. This was most embarrassing. No one was attending our ceremah. I asked one PAS chap as to why the hall was empty. He informed me that a group of policemen were outside the hall taking photos and video shots of everyone who comes into the hall so no one dared enter the hall.

I went outside and found about half a dozen or so police officers, ASP Ibrahim included, with cameras and videos in hand hard at work. One police officer, an Indian, was holding a video camera and was taking shots of everyone. Lurking in the dark shadows at a safe distance was a few hundred people who did not dare approach the hall.

I told the Indian policeman to stop taking shots of the people but he ignored me. It had been a long and tiring five days with no sleep and I was in no mood for crap. With all that had been happening the last week or so, I was already at the end of my wits. I shouted at the Indian police officer, “Hey, Keling pariah, I said stop taking shots of the crowd. Tak dengarkah? Babi Keling. Berhentilah. Pariah” He ignored me and continued shooting. The other police officers, ASP Ibrahim included, just stared at the ground and did not even dare look me in the face.

I approached the Indian man and tried to grab the video camera from him. He resisted and I was half expecting the other police officers to handcuff me and take me away. The Indian man replied that there is no film in the video. This really upset me. What does he take me for, a fool? He was using a digital video camera and of course it had no film.

Dr Hatta Ramli, Hadi’s political secretary, and my son who had heard me shouting at the top of my voice came to investigate what the commotion was all about. I screamed at the Indian man, “If you don’t stop taking shots of the crowd I am going to smash up your video into a million pieces and force you to swallow it. Then I am going to kick you on the arse all the way back to India.”

Dr Hatta joined the shouting match while my son grabbed the Indian cameraman by the throat and I had to stop him from punching the chap. The cameraman looked at his boss who signalled him to lay down his camera. ASP Ibrahim put his hand on my shoulder and urged me to calm down. I will get my officers to leave the area, he assured me.

As soon as the police left, the hall overflowed with about 1,000 people. The night was a success. But I was now on the warpath.

The next day I toured Putrajaya and found all our flags cut down while Umno had stuck theirs on all our posters and billboards. You could no longer find any Keadilan flags and posters. Many had been cut down and those few left standing were covered with Umno flags. This was too much. I knew it was no point complaining to the police. I rushed back to our base and grabbed my Bowie knife. My wife knew that I was about to do something that everyone may regret and she told my son to follow me with a request, “Jaga daddy.” My wife knew better than to say anything or try to stop me. I wanted to do something, anything, just as long as I did something.

I cut down all the Umno flags tied to our flagpoles and posters. I was careful to not touch any Umno flags that were on their own flagpoles. I only went for those tied to our flagpoles and posters. I threw the Umno flags into the middle of the road so that all the cars that passed by could run over them. I walked all over cutting down Umno flags and threw them into the middle of the road. My son followed behind in the car.

Within a few minutes, three carloads of Umno chaps in black jackets arrived. My son shouted, “Daddy, jaga!” About six or seven chaps with sawn timber in hand came towards me. One of them, a huge man built like a gorilla, seemed to be the head honcho and I knew straight away that this was the man who had beaten up Rahman’s son. He fit the description perfectly.

I could not escape. In fact, I was in no mood to run. I wanted blood and I rushed towards the half a dozen or so chaps with the Bowie knife in my hand. I could not take all of them so I charged the biggest of the lot, the gorilla. If I could fell him then the others would back off. These Umno black jacket bouncers are not that brave. If it is six or seven against one, they would be brave. If the odds are equal then they don’t have the balls.

The gorilla moved back. I had caught them by surprise. They never expected me to rush them. They probably thought I would run. I shouted at the gorilla. “Oh, you beat up Rahman’s son is it? Okay, now try to beat me up.” He denied beating up Rahman’s son while all the time not taking his eyes off the knife in my hand. I charged the gorilla again and he moved further back. In fact, all of them moved back. They could have beaten me silly with the wood they were holding and I would have been powerless in spite of my Bowie knife. Till today I wonder why they did not. Maybe it was the look on my face that showed I wanted blood.

In a short while the police arrived and I threw the Bowie knife into the car before they could catch a glimpse of it. One of the Umno chaps, a Datuk in sunglasses, shouted at the police to arrest me. My son charged the Datuk and tried to smash his face in. I had a hard time trying to hold back my son who wanted the Datuk for lunch. The police pleaded with all and sundry to calm down. I shouted at the police, “Fuck you. Arrest me or fuck the hell out of here.” Nobody moved.

I told my son to get into the car and start the engine. I got into the car and we drove off with the Datuk screaming, “Jangan lari! Tangkap dia! Tangkap dia!” But the police were in no mood to arrest anyone that day.

I responded to the Datuk by yelling back, “Melayu bodoh! Melayu bangsat. Melayu pariah!”

I then sent word to the Umno black jackets that if they touch any of our boys again or vandalise our flags and posters they are going to find their boys dead in the drain with their throats slit. The police called me in for a meeting and I warned the police to stay out of the war. This is between Umno and me, I told the police. If you don’t want any dead bodies on your hands then tell Umno to lay off, I warned the police. It is Umno that is attacking us. We are just defending ourselves. From thereon the police sent their people to follow our people around. They were worried that the Umno chaps would continue attacking our boys and they knew that this time it would be with drastic results.

That was my Putrajaya experience; exactly what Keadilan is facing in Ijok today. And that is why my wife does not want me to go to Ijok. She knows that I have not forgotten Putrajaya and I am still sore about it till today. If any of the Umno boys do to me what they did to Jeff Ooi a couple of days ago it would not be me with the black eye. I will just not tolerate being bullied and treated like shit. And my wife loves me too much to see me spend the rest of my days in the Sungai Buloh Prison.

So I am stuck at home at the request of my wife. And this makes me mad as hell because I would rather be in Ijok kicking the arses of the Umno black jackets. And the problems I am facing with Malaysia Today and the few thousand I have had to fork out this morning just to keep the website going does not improve my mood. I am mad, fucking mad. Maybe it is best after all I just stay home.
Is truth a joke?

If your answer is 'no' then a joke cannot be the truth and it must be other than truth or false and therefore whoever appreciates and tells jokes appreciates and tell lies.

Do you appreciate jokes? Do you tell jokes?

If you do, you appreciate and tell falsity and if you think you nevertheless do appreciate and tell the truth, you may be kidding yourself because even the truth you tell and appreciate has style, has forceful prolonging, changing of speed and loudness that render them false.

Three kinds of beings in this world:
There are these three persons in this world:
There are those who are evil and make no pretense to themselves and others that they are evil and this person is higher than this next person:
There is the person who is evil but tries to pass himself on as good or deceive others that he is good. At least he has some awareness that he is evil and he is higher than this next person:
There is the person who is evil but perceives his evil is good for himself and others. There is the person who is nice to others but who believes his niceness is his goodness and his niceness is good for himself and others when it is bad for him and others. This person is deluded and has false view that will end in mad view or perception that shit or poison is food.
Is Style True Or False?
Whatever a person says or does may be true or false but his style or how he does or says things that differs from others is always false or meaningless or unnecessary and consumes considerable additional energy to create mounting stress, restlessness and distraction.

Style does not add one iota to the meaning of what is said or done and therefore it is meaningless merely for show and false.

Style has no meaning but it is merely exercising one's mental and physical forcefulness because style is nothing more than how an individual uses force to prolong his syllables or motion, change speed and strength of force (loudness).

No two things that differ can be true, either one or both are false or wrong and because everyone's style differs they must all be wrong or only one is right. The one that is right is the one that has a complete absence of style, a complete absence of the use of force to prolong, change speed and strength of force of whatever is said or done.

BECAUSE ALL ORDINARY PEOPLE DISPLAY STYLE IN EVERYTHING THEY SAY OR DO, THEY MUST APPRECIATE STYLE, THEY MUST APPRECIATE FALSITY OR WHAT IS MEANINGLESS THAT WASTES ENERGY AND CREATES STRESS.
JUST AS THEY APPRECIATE JOKES THAT ARE ALWAYS FALSE, THEY SIMILARLY APPRECIATE STYLE THAT IS ALWAYS FALSE AND THEY ARE THEREFORE THOROUGHLY IMMERSED IN FALSITY WHICH IS WHY BY THEMSELVES THEY WILL NEVER DISCOVER TRUTH, THEY NEED SOMEONE NOT OF THIS WORLD, THE BUDDHA, JESUS AND A COUNSELOR SENT BY THE FATHER TO GUIDE THEM TO TRUTH.