There was a revolutionary, never before unmistakable change in the consciousness of the world that occurred after 1977 and it is arguably the best thing that ever happened to anyone (it certainly was objectively to me) because it liberated them from previously tormenting unremitting consciousness shackles in a way nobody dreamt could be possible or conceivable or existed.
The person I am today, serene, clearly thinking, self sufficient and effortlessly self assured is unthinkable, inconceivable and impossible before 1977, nor reflecting that they too have changed but still acting are the appearances and behavior of everyone today possible before 1977.
This consciousness change did not occur spontaneously in everyone nor did it occur effortlessly without a protracted struggle but it started with an individual who in a flash, as if awakening or a dawning, caught a glimpse of an incomparably superior consciousness state in which to exist in and thus inspired, he would not be denied anymore but he doggedly strove to retain this wonderful, miraculous state of mind by countering formidable depressive forces that kept trying to repossess his mind until he was quite sure this incomparably exhilarating way to exist was established and irrevocable.
In order to accomplish the consciousness change that occurred in 1977, the person would have to mentally glimpse a previously unknown, well concealed blissful mental state shielded by an intimidating, hard to penetrate depressive shroud and once glimpsed, he must be filled with conviction that cannot be denied to destroy that resisting depressive shroud until he saw clearly and completely exposed that wonderful suffer free state.
It is impossible that an ordinary person can initiate this change because despite tormenting suffering, ordinary people are quite happy to engage each other in a tormenting embrace of mutual deceit, to get along by suffering and making others suffer and die for it. Even today, after changes upon changes, when it is now possible to exit this torment of mutual deceit called acting, people who consider themselves good and intelligent still stubbornly continue to act, they have only modified their acting. Despite repeated demonstrations of what constitutes acting, despite not acting being blissful and acting being torment, ordinary people all persist in acting, what more that they can by themselves maneuver themselves so that they glimpse this previously unknown blissful consciousness state I discovered in 1977 that they must then strive to define, refine and nurture against depressive forces that threaten to reclaim it? Even when not to smile and stretch syllables (forms of acting) is an incomparably saner and blissful way to conduct oneself, those who call themselves good and intelligent still continue to smile and stretch syllables after being told, what more that they should spontaneously awaken that their pretentious smiles and stretched syllables are the root to their mental torment? What more that ordinary people should be capable of spontaneously bringing about the consciousness change in 1977 when they are quite content to keep suffering by acting, by smiling and stretching their syllables?
THE CONSCIOUSNESS CHANGE THAT OCCURRED IN 1977 WAS ESSENTIALLY ABOUT ME HAVING HAD ENOUGH OF SUFFERING, OF REFUSING TO SUBJECT MYSELF TO SUFFERING AND NONSENSE FROM OTHERS ANYMORE AND WANTING TO BE TOTALLY TRUE TO MYSELF, NOT PLEASING OTHERS ANYMORE. BECAUSE FALSEHOOD IS SUFFERING AND NONSENSE AND TRUTH IS THE OPPOSITE, THE CONSCIOUSNESS CHANGE WAS ESSENTIALLY ABOUT TRULY NOT SHAM UPHOLDING TRUTH AND REPUDIATING FALSEHOOD.
EVEN TODAY ORDINARY PEOPLE APPEAR NOT TO HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF SUFFERING, ARE QUITE WILLING TO SUBJECT THEMSELVES TO SUFFERING AND NONSENSE FROM OTHERS AND ARE NOT INTERESTED IN BEING PARTICULARLY TRUE TO THEMSELVES (EXCEPT IN THEIR DELUSION), WANT TO KEEP PLEASING & IMPRESSING OTHERS. SO HOW CAN THEY POSSIBLE STUMBLE ON AND BRING TO MATURITY THE CONSCIOUSNESS CHANGE IN 1977?
ACTING, SMILING AND STRETCHING SYLLABLES ARE CONSTANT NOT OCCASIONAL INDULGENCES BY ALL ORDINARY PEOPLE AND THEY ALWAYS STRESS AND HARM THE PERSON HIMSELF AND OTHERS SERIOUSLY, EVEN TO THE POINT OF DEATH. THAT PEOPLE EVERYWHERE I SEE TODAY CONTINUE TO ACT, CONTINUE TO STRETCH THEIR SYLLABLES AND SMILE, REFLECTS THAT THEY HAVE NO EYE FOR TRUTH, NO EYE FOR THE TRUTH THAT THEIR ACTING, SMILING AND STRETCHING SYLLABLES IS THE INFALLIBLE ROOT TO THEIR SUFFERING, WHAT MORE THAT THEY COULD SPONTANEOUSLY STOP ACTING THEMSELVES, STOP SMILING AND STRETCHING SYLLABLES THEMSELVES, INITIATE THE CONSCIOUSNESS CHANGE IN 1977?
The change in 1977 was not static and in recent years there have been further progressive consciousness awakening in everyone including the most evil ones. However, people continue to stubbornly act and therefore suffer. People do notice changes in the appearances, attitudes and behavior of others. When everyone is sitting down and suffering and they then see a few can stand up and seem to suffer less, they too stand up but not knowing exactly what is going on or why it is that they should stand up.
Today’s suffering due to stubborn acting is more direct, immediate and explosive. People continue to act but in more subdued fashion, they do not act as rabidly as they did in the past but they have only collectively turned down the volume of their acting, do not know how or will not switch it off, see little wrong with their behavior nor how it is linked to their stresses.
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